Written in Milk

Durational performance, Dartington Hall, Devon (2001)

In addition to the obvious references to mother’s work and the long hours feeding and caring for children, this performance refers to ‘ecriture feminine’ (Helene Cixous) –  writing the maternal body in order to enunciate it. It uses smell as well as vision to convey visibility for women’s lived experience of motherhood.

Description of work: the room is filled with the sweet, sweet smell of almond oil warming in milk. The milk is used to write on the white cotton that covers the huge span of the studio space (aprox 30×25 metres). Writing unconscious streams about my experiences of motherhood takes all day.  Instead of completely disappearing, the milk soaks through leaving illegible fatty deposits on the cloth and the floor underneath. The room now smells disgusting and of stale milk.