The truth is we become the stories we tell about ourselves

Taking its starting point from a 30 day performance of reading, editing and burning 30+ diaries in 2017, the Theatre of the Self is an art project and book that documents a personal journey through life stories and trauma that encourages us to re-write ourselves.

performance score

In 2017 Delpha’s performance score became a starting point for a research project about women, autobiography, our stories – and surviving motherhood. The project is not about the destruction of archives but keeping what we want and living ourselves into our best stories.

The performative process of dealing with versions of ourselves was a practical project that dealt with 30 years of diaries; a personal and cathartic project dealing with trauma; a journey into rethinking how we might use a kind of historical revisionism to see our pasts differently with ensuing benefits for good mental health.

image of the place where the project took place

Some Research Themes

  • Diaries: what we leave behind, memory, truth, interpolated time, presence, transformation of self through writing and stories
  • Women’s autobiography: visibility, voice, representation & writing the self
  • Time-based performance, the body, fluid and multiple identities, trauma & the archive
  •  Historical constructs, narrative identity, narrative smoothing, & redemptive stories
  •  Narrative processing for mental health, psychological reparation of trauma, catharsis & reconstructing and rewriting the self
  • Women’s narrative recoding of domestic stories & parenting pressure, reinstatement of value for care & domestic acts, rewriting the Self for their children and the children of future generations 

Read more about the concept & process with essays by Phoenix & others

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Slide from the Virtual Book Launch, March 2021

Project news:

The Virtual Book Launch took place online on Thursday 4th March 2021 with artist & author Delpha Hudson, host Helen Battelley and invited speakers Dr Polly Hudson, Dr Davina Kirkpatrick & Rene Crouch. View the event online.

The books were also part of an online exhibition & collection of artist’s books about mental health: ‘It’s A New Day’ is hosted by Bower Ashton Library in collaboration with Arnolfini, Bristol, Tues 2nd March – Sun 18th April 2021.

They were also included in the online BABE book fair at the Arnolfini  17-18 April 2021, with my film about the making of the book available online from Friday 16th April. More on my artist’s news

Other Instagram live chats took place during April & May 2021 with Helen Sargeant of Maternal Art & Carrieanne Vivianette of CVIV arts – videos can be accessed on Instagram or on Conversations on Resilience: with Delpha Hudson  

image of artist with clown white face holding a sign that says art this way?
The artist performing at Newlyn Art Gallery, 2007

Delpha Hudson is an interdisciplinary artist who has been making work about women and motherhood since 1998. Her paintings, installation, performance, film and sculpture have all used personal stories and sometimes diary entries to explore gendered Subjectivity and the Self. 

The 2017 project was documented on Instagram and took place in a quiet Cornish meadow where Delpha spent 30 days, reading, editing and burning 30+ years of diaries (1977-2010). There were 3 posts for each day and all of the documentation is on Instagram theatre of the self